About an hour ago i took a home pregnancy test and i got a BFP! I told my DH and we celebrated for awhile but now reality has hit me. I'm not ready. I already have 4 kids and my twins who were 2 month's early (their 4 months now) are sick pretty sick, and one of them is basically on death's bed I don't think i'll be able to handle the stress. Plus i had an emergency c-section with the twins, so im pretty sure being pregnant can re-open the scars or something like that. I really don't know what to do...
i am so sorry to hear about your child - i hope things work out for the best - i know you are in a stressful time in your life -newly pregnant, sick infants -
i would find a councilor and talk to him/her about your situation. that person could really help you put everything into perspective, offer emotional support, and give you coping skills for stressful situations. there is no shame in asking for help.
I am sorry that you are so stressed. I know having babies close together can be tough. Just remember they are precious gifts. Maybe there is some kind of support group in your area you can go to to help you deal with everything. Sending hugs your way..and keep us updated on how you are doing.-)