First of all, hate that this 'lovin' person is spamming the boards with so many empty, useless threads. Not even a parent, and already 'thinking ahead' is a really scary, freaky episode coming from her... Anyhow...
Second of all, I've got problems on the home front. Roo developed a cold on New Years Day, first one for the year. Of course the pedi isn't open, and will be closed 'til Monday. Any cold meds out there for 7 month old infants?
And finally... Found out yesterday that my ex has a new girlfriend. I have no problem with this at all... until I find out that it's this girl we went to school with. She is a NUT. No, seriously. Take a note that I am NOT saying this outta jealousy or need to put her down cuz she's dating my ex. I've moved on, and I'm seeing a guy - we're taking it incredibly slow [which I like]. However, Charles now claims to be in 'love' with said girl. This scares me.
Charles has a routine when in a relationship. I know from our on and off again relationships, he always followed the same route. He's blissful, then happy, then negative, then unsure, then never present, then gone. NEVER fails. Right now he's blissful. And I'm almost 100% sure that he's gonna ask her to marry him within the next month [however, there's no telling how LONG each phase will last]. I know this cuz he's asked the past three girls [me included] that he was 'head over heels, in love' with to marry him. I'm friends with both of the ex's, so stories like this get shared.
I also know this girl will say yes. This girl is... different? She's on so many meds for hormonal imbalances, temper/anger problems, and a bipolar disorder. She's a druggy, and I think she drinks too - but I'm not sure on the second half. Charles has 'been with' her before, but only sexually - never in a relationship. She also has herpes, which I know because he told me right after we got back together last March.
Charles also got rejected from the army for 'depression.' Which I don't even understand HOW he could be depressed, he hasn't got **** to do. He plays video/computer games all day at his parent's plushy home, and he prolly still doesn't have a job. He hasn't even SEEN Roo since she was 5 months old, almost to the day. And when he visited that day, he spent [no joke] about 2/3rd's of that hour and a half at the neighbors, talking to them. He didn't call on Christmas Eve NOR on Christmas day, he didn't call New Years Eve NOR New Years day. However, he did go see his new girlfriend. And his myspace main pic is of him and Roo, and it's frustrating. And he has several pics of Roo on his page and I wish to hell I had never let his family take pics of her so he could claim to be 'such a good, devoted' parent.
I'm supposed to go visit his mom/stepdad/adopted sisters this week, and I'm truly dreading the experience. I really don't want to go in case he's there... Every Saturday I come to my mom's house and just hide out here cuz his dad/stepmom like to drop by without warning, without a heads up and hang out for 30-60 minutes. My opinion is that if Charles hasn't come around for two months now, why should he start coming around all of a sudden? If he hasn't seen her for two months, maybe it should stay that way. He can't just pop into her life whenever he feels. I mean, he CAN... but I don't like it. I don't WANT him to. And Roo doesn't NEED that in her life either. She NEEDS a stable male role model who will GUIDE her not STUNT her.
And I'm really haphazard about how to go about getting child support. The past month it's been really stumping me... :\
I just needed a little vent.
Ruby Ilene born May 27th, 2009.
7lbs 11oz and 20in long.