This is one of your posts that makes me think that Magoo is a very apt internet name for that gentleman friend of yours. Your determination to keep pushing through rough times is admirable. Sunday will come, and those mountains can be climbed (even if you sometimes want to throw Julie Andrews down a mountain for being so darn optimistic ;).) I hope your day tomorrow goes well! Thank heaven for the Magoos and Big Ducks in the world that will be there even if it doesn't.