Okay, I know exactly what you are going through. Except, on top of all your worries about how it will be when the baby finally is here, and being unprepared for it, and getting 'used' to being pregnant, and the delivery again, and everything else there is to worry about, I had the worst pain in the world from my hips spreading! I couldnt even move it hurt so bad. So although I was terrified of waking up every three hours and having an insanely hyper 3 year old to deal with, I couldnt wait to get it over with. I talked to my doctor about getting induced again, because I was induced with my son. He said the earliest he could do an induction was 1 week early. so 39 weeks. I took it!!!! I was also so worried about going into labor being 45 minutes, at LEAST, from my hospital! Now I have a beautiful 3 month old and surprisingly LESS stress. I remember before having her i used to be stressed out to the max with my son. I had to get out of the house take a breather, without making it too obvious because after all, he is just being a toddler! But now that I have my baby, who at 3 months already sleeps through the night, 10pm-8am, if I get frustrated with my son, she is all smiles, and they just suck the frustrations right out of me! Now I dont know if that will last forever, but I was like you when I was pregnant. I didnt even think I was going to like my baby. But now that I got her I would trade anything for the world. And my son is just awesome with her. I couldnt ask for a better big brother either! Dont worry, once your baby gets here, it will all be fine. After that month or so of sleepless nights, it will be heavenly bliss!