I know exactly how you feel! I'm due on Christmas-mine will be 22 months apart! Yes, we are crazy. And I totally relate to having nothing prepared. By this point in my 1st pregnancy, I already had the nursery completely finished. New baby has nothing. Even all the stuff from my 1st is gone. No bassinet, etc. I just try to remember that women much older than me (nothing against older moms) have been doing the same thing and more for millenia before me, with far fewer modern conviences. When I am still discouraged after that, I remember what my grandma has told me about every awful parenting experience since childbirth-"It will not kill you, as much as you wish it would." And yeah, it's totally ok to stab people with forks. You can get away with anything when you're pregnant.