Maggie, My mom birthed and raised six kids and if she were writing this comment she'd tell you that once you have more then one child it just sort of gets easier the more you have. You're already working to care for one so adding another isn't as hard as it might seem. Especially when you have older kids and smaller babies. The older siblings can be a big help. So have courage, I'm sure you'll be just fine. Also, I'm in my first 7 weeks of my first pregnancy and I'm certain that no one could be more tired then I am right now. Please give me hope for the end of my pregnancy and tell me it's not as tough as the beginning. I'm begging! :) lol!