I have a 13 month old, this all sounds too familiar! I was recently telling a friend of mine who is due any second that birth classes should be focused solely on feeding the child for the first year - not on the actual birth! I mean when you are giving birth you have tons of experienced people there to help you... But then they send you home all alone, and the feeding begins. I'm hoping things get easier as my son gets older - but from the sound of it... Maybe it doesn't?