01-19-2009, 01:44 PM
So I am excited and bummed all at the sametime. My husband and I were planning to try to get pregnant starting Jan 1st. My ovulation was supposed to be from the 12-16. Then I heard rumors of layoffs at my company. I love my career and I didn't want to take a chance of losing my job and then having a hard time finding another position while pregnant. So we decided to hold off a little longer. Well the day of the 16th I found out my position was safe....YEAH! We obviously TTC, but we probably missed the "window". I have always thought it would take me a while to get preggo, so I know it isn't a big deal. I am thrilled we have started trying now, but kind of bummed with myself for not just doing what I wanted to to begin with. Sometime I don't understand why I am sooo afraid of risk! Ok off my chest of the day...not I feel like I can concentrate...hehe!